Just did hella lot of updating on this blog, appearance and design wise... much happier with it now. I hope now I will be more motivated to actively update it.
Also been trying to get my lazy ass up and going again with my memoir. It dawned on me while writing in my journal that I should probably vent about the writing process on here. Fuck, I write a lot. To myself anyway. I guess it was just a matter of time before it became available to the public.
I wish I could write more candidly, though. Upon reflection, there are some things going on that not everyone in my life knows about that may be shocking and unnecessary for them to be privy to, besides the things that the public probably shouldn't know. I keep coming across these stories about bloggers being exposed and harrassed for what they write about. It's not encouraging. I don't know. We shall see what comes up with this blog...
Anyway, my temp job finally ended. I lasted a good while, about two and half months. And it was so chill there that I was actually able to start writing my memoir on the job! Hahaha, whatever. Sometimes I sit and wonder, will this shit ever be published? Is that what I even want? I don't know, maybe, maybe not. Even if that is what I wanted, the content and style is probably shit anyway. I'm hoping that if I ever decide to try and get published, the best strategy might be just spitting out all the content now,without worrying about it in all its rough, shitty glory. Then I could maybe research and read up on writing technique, and work like hell to edit and resculpt it, and maybe then it will be worthy of publication. I would bet that I will probably throw out everything and start from scratch... hahahahaha. I believe I'm a pretty good writer, but I'm also pretty humble about my abilities, and I'm sure it will take some time to gain any fans, if that is even the route I attempt to take.
Any advice about writing your own memoir, or blog?
XOXO
Tina <3
